26.3.10

24.3.10

currently in LOve with this guys.. LOL








박상현

he's still 19 years old :p






추헌곤
Alex (Clazziquai)

23.3.10

NOTE...S

"꿈꾸는 자에게 비는 끝없이 쏟아진다. 그래도 그꿈에 지붕을 씌우는 일은 없길."

For the dreamer, it always rains.
Do not let that make you place a roof over your dream.





-blonote 20100324-

..antisocial..


gaaaah.. feel so disconnected from reality or outside world.
i've been living in my room almost this whole week.
and i guess i'm getting delusional here
oh Gee...
don't wanna be an antisocial person! >.<

need a short break from "diz" fuckin' shit!!
and i'm gonna prepare for lil' havin' fun with ma friends.. ;p


-angel-

21.3.10

Mflo ft. Alex - Love me after 12am






Watch me when the sky is dark and sun asleep
Time is here for me to show you wait and see
Want to love you, give you just 'bout everything
Won't you come see me after 12AM

That's when I change…

I know you'll love me after 12AM

19.3.10

Start to focus on my SKRIPsh*t...



Going to library, find and reading a lot of books at noon till afternoon
copy or print this and that journals/ articles, books, another info, etc
interview with someone, asking/ discussion with my friends, stranger, anyone else, trusted people...
checking sites, blogs, source
Going to bookstore, shopping a lot of books, reading



aish... my life is getting SUCKS!
and, i don't wanna get STUCKS!!!!



-angel-






PS : i think i'm gonna use LISREL for my method. must read a lot of book for it.. T.T

18.3.10

...Choco...




that day,
actually, i'm gonna mad in front of him..
b'coz, the day before.. he didn't want accept my choco that i left to my friends.
angry, sad. disappointed... that's what i felt for him

that day,
i thought u're not gonna come to me, even i brought that choco
prepared to give this choco to the others, whoever she or he is. i really don't care

but.. that day,
finally,
u came to me with ur stupid smile, with ur stupid face..
then,
i melted
betrayed myself, my mind

and i swallowed my anger


damn!!!

i couldn't even do anything in front of u
i acted just like a stupid girl
words, smile, and the choco
only that 3 things that i could give to u


argh!!! i hate myself


why couldn't i angry in front of u?
why couldn't i say, i hate u?
why couldn't i slap ur face?



why couldn't i say a lot of useless words to u that day?
why couldn't i say,
if u don't mind would u stay here with me just for a while? :D
why couldn't i say, i miss u much...

i hate myself, i hate my lips

those stupid words, i couldn't even say it to him.... :(





-angel-





PS : gw tau ko'.. lo dateng cuman bwt ngambil coklatnya doank hahahahaha
yup! u're such a beautiful liar.. too beautiful to me..
that's why i'm so easy to get in to u =p

be with you.....



happiness,
sadness,
anger,
jealousy......

oh~ my life never get enough with you
it's such a miracle, and such a great things to be with you

3, 6, 9, 12, 24 hours... isn't enough for me to be with you
even we're meet only on cyber

hahahhaha....



-angel-

Gotta get movin'....

Movin' on...!!

Movin' my blog from VOX to BLOGGER again

Coz, blog gw yang VOX sepertinya sedang mengalami kerusakan hahahhaha.... =p



-angel-

15.3.10

Du Juan... in love with her talents





蔡依林 - I Won't Last a Day Without You

蔡依林 singin' in english. her pronounce is sound so strange in my ears hehehe...










Source : Youtube

I just wanna..... what???




Today, this morning, early morning... i chit chat with one of my friend.
need sugestion from him, but i dunno why...my brain and my hearts refuse it.
he forced me... so annoying for me. (sori, bro..)

He said, "chase him, meet him.. so, u know him better. dont be so coward, dont be so pathetic just bcoz u so trauma with ur past. leave it! then face the future."

So, what should i do??... that stupid question always hangin' around in my head!!

O God... i really dunno what to do. still dunno..



well, i guess i'm gonna focus on my exam, first... great, huh??? :(



-angel-

Du Juan.... a beautiful asian model








Source : anywhere :D

14.3.10

周杰伦 - 蒲公英的約定 (Dandelion's Promise)





The one time I can't stop chatting to you about
And I already can't tell the difference
Whether you are friendship or love I missed out on....





Source : Youtube

C.O.F.F.E.E



Everybody hates work, everybody needs coffee...





*Yup! exactly... i agree with you Mr. TABLO.
From now on, coffee is just like a drugs for me





Source : blog tablo on mapthesoul


12.3.10

Fool....

why am i starring at like this?? in front of my computer...
am i a fool??? getting tricked again and again, suffering again and again
but why am i at this place again

i think i’ve gone crazy and no more pride
still... i come back to you, like the first time around saying to myself "i can’t be like this anymore", but......
i’m being like this again today!!


i keep going back to you, i fall for your words again...
i don’t know why


why do i seem like such a fool? why did i become like this?
i made a decision not to see u again in front of my computer, but...
why do i keep coming back to you??!

you just like a drug that i can’t give it up
even without me knowing, i keep yearning for you, and eventually look for you again
though i know (maybe) you’re not for me, i embrace you and love you again
undoubtedly, clearly, i want to come towards you
knowing all the pains of tomorrow,
i can’t turn around! i can’t decide!

DARN!!!

why am i like this? why am i lying next to this sh*t?!
how many more times do i have to do this for me to come to my senses???
someone, please tie me down.... somewhere quickly!

i really can handle it anymore!!!



-angel-



Disadur dari lagu 2PM - again and again :)